It hurts to know that you're happy without me, while I'm still struggling to move on
I hope this message finds you well. It's been a while since we last spoke, and I wanted to share something that has been weighing on my mind. It's not easy for me to admit, but it hurts to know that you're happy without me, while I'm still struggling to move on.
I understand that life moves forward and people find happiness in different ways. It's just difficult for me to accept that you've found that happiness without me by your side. It's a painful realization that I have to come to terms with.
Every day, I find myself wondering how you managed to move on so effortlessly. Meanwhile, I'm still grappling with the memories and emotions that linger from our time together. It's as if I'm stuck in a loop, unable to break free from the thoughts of what could have been.
Seeing you happy without me serves as a constant reminder of what I've lost. It's a bittersweet feeling, knowing that you've found joy while I'm still trying to heal. I can't help but question why it's taking me so long to move on, while you seem to have effortlessly moved forward.
I know that dwelling on these thoughts won't do me any good. It's important for me to focus on my own healing journey and find happiness within myself. But it's easier said than done when the pain of your absence still lingers in my heart.
I want you to know that I don't hold any resentment towards you for finding happiness. In fact, I genuinely wish you all the best. It's just difficult for me to witness it from afar, knowing that I'm still struggling to find my own peace.
Moving on is a process, and everyone goes through it at their own pace. I'm trying my best to navigate this journey, even though it feels like I'm taking one step forward and two steps back. I have faith that one day, I'll be able to find happiness again, just like you have.
For now, I'll continue to focus on self-care and self-discovery. I'll surround myself with loved ones who support me and engage in activities that bring me joy. It may take time, but I believe that eventually, I'll be able to let go of the pain and find my own happiness.
Thank you for taking the time to read this message. It's not easy for me to express these feelings, but I felt it was important to share them with you. I hope you understand
