It's hard for me to move on when I still have feelings for you
I've been struggling lately, and I wanted to share something with you. It's been tough for me to move on because deep down, I still have feelings for you. I know it might come as a surprise, but I think it's important for me to be honest about how I feel.
Even though we may have decided to go our separate ways, those feelings haven't just vanished. They linger, making it difficult for me to fully let go. It's like a constant battle between my heart and my mind. My heart wants to hold on to the memories and the connection we had, while my mind tells me it's time to move forward.
I've tried to distract myself, to focus on other things, but it's not that simple. Every time I see or hear something that reminds me of you, those feelings resurface. It's like a wave crashing over me, and I find myself longing for what we once had.
Moving on is a process, and it takes time. I'm doing my best to heal and find happiness in other aspects of my life, but it's challenging when my heart still yearns for you. I know I can't force you to feel the same way, and I respect your decision to move on. But it doesn't change the fact that my feelings remain.
I want you to know that I'm not holding onto false hope. I understand that we may never be together again, and I'm trying to accept that. However, it doesn't make the emotions any less real or intense. It's a struggle to reconcile my desire to move forward with the lingering feelings I have for you.
I hope you can understand where I'm coming from. It's not easy for me to admit this, but I believe it's important for both of us to be aware of my emotional state. I don't want it to affect our friendship negatively, but I also can't deny what I feel.
Please know that I'm not asking for anything from you. I don't expect you to reciprocate these feelings or change your mind about our situation. I just wanted to be open and honest with you, to let you know that moving on is proving to be a challenge for me.
I'm working on finding peace within myself and exploring new possibilities. I hope that with time, these lingering feelings will fade, and I'll be able to move on completely. Until then, I appreciate your understanding and support as I navigate this difficult journey.
