Sorry for being so distant lately. I know I've been keeping my guard up and it's not fair to you
I wanted to take a moment to apologize for my recent behavior. I've noticed that I've been distant and I want you to know that I'm sorry for that. I realize that I've been keeping my guard up, and I understand that it's not fair to you.
Lately, I've been going through some personal challenges and it has caused me to withdraw a bit. It's not an excuse, but I wanted to let you know that it's not because of anything you've done. I value our friendship and I don't want you to think that I'm intentionally pushing you away.
Sometimes, when we face difficulties, we tend to put up walls to protect ourselves. I guess that's what I've been doing. I've been trying to shield myself from potential hurt or disappointment. However, I now realize that by doing so, I've unintentionally distanced myself from you.
I want you to know that I appreciate your understanding and patience during this time. It means a lot to me. I understand that it may have been difficult for you to see me acting this way, and I'm truly sorry for any pain or confusion it may have caused.
Please know that I'm working on breaking down these barriers and opening up again. I want to be able to share my thoughts and feelings with you, just like we used to. I miss our deep conversations and the connection we had.
I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for my recent behavior. I understand if it will take some time for you to fully trust me again, but I want you to know that I'm committed to rebuilding our friendship. I value you and our bond, and I want to make things right.
If there's anything you'd like to talk about or if you have any concerns, please don't hesitate to let me know. I'm here to listen and I want to make sure we can move forward in a positive way.
Thank you for being patient with me and for understanding. I'm truly sorry for being distant and keeping my guard up. I promise to work on it and be a better friend to you.
